ling & xuan

2010-09-19T09:45:00.007+08:00

mummy.. look at wat e chou xiao gu do to my hair.....

my wai po will nv do tis to me...

my student booklet..

lesson attend..

swensen ice cream cake!!!

taking famiy photo wif weddin gown later on..

Bz day tis few days.. my cousin weddin ytd.. mummy is his godma.. so she got to go out to buy some gold for her daughter in law.. therefore duckie came back on fri.. until now..

Fri- brought baby out.. drive in laws to c ge tai.. den went cck to meet zhi hao.. hubby bought 717 durian mooncake for my mum.. for those who like durian, can go try.. it's reali nice.. but a bit expensive..

ytd.. kcx got to work.. n i followed.. after come back from work.. went IMM to book appt to take family photo.. wif weddin gown!!! appt at 2pm today.. 2pm gonna choose e gown.. n start taking photo at 3pm.. kcx dun wanna bring dukie along to book appt.. so we left duckie wif my in laws.. they help me take care of him all e way from mornin until we come back from imm.. bought a pooh bear ice cream cake from swensen to pampered ourselves!

i hav already went to e 4th practical lesson on friday.. out to e road already :) tis wk.. i book my lesson everyday.. except for wkend.. cuz more expensive.. but for nxt wk.. i already booked 2 lesson in one day.. so tat i wont waste my trip goin for only 1 lesson..

2010-09-15T13:14:00.002+08:00

Ytd - Went SSDC to enrol for e practical lesson.. den apply for PDL.. I have booked 2lesson for today.. first one starting at 5.55pm - 7.55pm.. e nxt one starting from 810pm - 1010pm.. requested for hubby to come fetch me after tat.. wont b comin back to c duckie.. cuz too late already.. excited for e lesson later on :)

After im done in e SSDC, meet up wif my cousin at civil centre to help hubby do e CPF thingy.. requested for them to deduct CPF from his GIRO every mth.. den went cwp for shopping.. bought toy for duckie.. some top for hubby.. n my own clothing also.. went Gelare for ice cream.. n called hubby to fetch me back hm at 630pm..

Nxt.. meet up wif melissa n husband to have dinner at 7plus.. asked her to fetch her son to come up my hse to let mummy carry a while :) after dinner.. come back my hse to bath.. n headed back to hubby place..

since im so free now everyday.. intend to book my practical lesson everyday.. so long as there is slot for me.. n hopefully i can get my driving licence wif 1 PDL :)

2010-09-14T11:56:00.002+08:00

I passed my FTT ytd :) wanna take my PDL after e test.. but e Traffic Police Department already closed.. so will b goin down to SSDC to enrol as a student first.. den apply for my PDL.. thinkin of goin cwp to trim my eyebrow n cut my hair.. most impt thing is to do e CPF thing.. till now hubby still havent contribute to his CPF.. if no CPF.. no matter how hard he work.. also hard to get our own hse.. hav already help him wif his overdue income tax last few wks..

as usual, last fri n sat.. we brought duckie back wif us.. my stomach cramp.. n duckie keep making noise.. seriously very frustrated at times.. he dun wanna play, dun wanna slp.. hubby den brought him to 768 to buy milk formula.. LOL.. come back one hand wif duckie.. n one hand wif tat big tin of milk formula.. it's not easy being a gd dad :)

2010-08-23T14:41:00.003+08:00

Marriage isnt as simple as wat I used to think.. 2 person who is in love, n they can overcome everythin.. A happy marriage doesn't jus involve 2 person.. but also 2 side of family.. take for example, when quarrel arise, a gd in law will persuade to maintain e marriage.. n some in law will add fuel to e fire.. whether they advice to divorce or maintain e marriage.. it will need to take consideration on how well we communicate.. isnt it? same goes for friends around.. some pple reali listen to u.. n give u gd advice.. n some pple r there to give fake concern.. jus to c show..

im gald tat e communication between me n my in laws, so far so gd.. talk abt my father in law.. i appreicate tat he actually treat me like his own.. even when im in e room, he will knock on e door n ask me to come out n eat.. when he buy drinks.. he will inform me tat there is drink in e frige.. sometimes when i quarrel wif hubby, i will jus call him to nag n nag.. he reali listen to me.. n try to solve our problem when necessary.. he is reali a very very gd father in law!

my mother in law, erm.. she has e same character as me.. from wat i c.. being straight forward.. n she is a thrifty person.. she will use e money to help her children instead of spending on her own stuff.. so when i hav money issue wif my hubby.. she is e one to approach to.. cuz she can fully understand my reason behind.. when i need to find out things abt hubby.. she will definately tell me.. she dun cover things for kcx.. jus bcuz he is her son.. she once told me.. she only admit me as her daughter in law (kcx wife).. jus in case kcx do anythin outside.. she will not admit at all.. i seriously feel touch :)

talk abt mei mei.. e closest person to me in his family.. sometimes.. muz reali thank her for everythin tat she has helped.. from e start of my marriage till now.. i remember.. e actual day of my weddin.. kcx was drunk.. he vomitted on my bed.. n i cried.. cuz i dun noe how to change e bedsheet.. when she saw me crying.. she came to my room n c wat happen.. she help me to change my bedsheet.. to clean e floor.. even until now.. when i bring duckie hm.. she reali help me to take care of him.. to rock him to slp when we havent buy e auto rocker.. to carry him when we r bz.. for once.. kcx went to work on sat.. she say she will take care n ask me to get some rest.. she is one who look like her mum.. a person who is straight forward.. i dun hav to worry tat she will tell her mum my bad things behind me.. like wat some "xiao gu" is doin.. cuz when she got query.. she will jus come to my face n ask me why.. she like to laugh.. so i suppose.. im safe wif her..

now tat i hav come so far.. im proud to say tat i hav learned.. i no longer cry in front of e bedsheet.. wondering wat to do.. i no longer need my mum to b wif me.. to help me wash my clothing.. IM NO LONGER TAT LITTLE PRINCESS I USED TO B! thanks to my law.. for being so understanding.. they knew tat i used to b a pampered gal.. they nv make life difficult for me.. for willing to fork out e money for my marriage.. thanks mei mei for all her help.. n of course.. my precious mum n hubby!

2010-08-07T15:45:00.003+08:00

Hershey n us :)

went sentosa during one of e wkend..

few days ago.. brought duckie along to meet up meiling n alan at bishan.. had din tai feng for dinner.. had koi after dinner.. tis is e first time i tried koi.. recommanded by my cousin.. it is reali very very nice! actually wanted to go shopping after buying koi.. but.. duckie din hav enough slp in e afternoon.. n i forgot to help him change his diaper again.. he keep crying.. so no choice.. got to go back hm after tat.. on e way to e carpark.. duckie fall aslp in his pram.. lol..

went baby fair wif melissa, her husband n chong at taka ytd.. bought some clothing n shoes for him.. i told myself not to buy anymore disney romper.. 20 over dollars n can only wear for 1 mth.. but.. ytd.. i cant resist myself.. n bought another disney romper for him.. spend 60over dollars.. den went Mango to buy some top.. ever since im married.. i seldom shop for my own stuff.. whenever we go out.. we come back wif all duckie stuff..

tmr will b our 1yr anniversary!!! we did alot of planning.. at e very starting.. we wanted to buy couple ring.. den we come out wif plannin tat we wan to go sentosa resort n spa.. to celebrate our anniversary.. but after thinking.. is a waste of money.. $840 for jus 1 nite.. so hubby say.. might as well he give me 1k.. at least e money can b save for rainy days.. but on top of e 1k tat he give me.. i still wan him to bring me to spore flyer tmr.. after so long.. i hav nv go to spore flyer before :)

2010-07-23T11:45:00.002+08:00

tis is so cute...

im hungry!!! waiting for hubby to come back from work.. cuz he say he gonna pack very very nice chicken rice for me..

tue -> went coffee wif cheng n melissa before heading to my hse to c duckie..

wed -> wanted to buy some clothing for duckie.. went cwp wif melissa.. first to metro.. din buy any.. melissa bought 2 rompers for her newborn Jayden.. den to kiddy palace.. i bought shoes n some clothing for duckie.. however.. he cant wear.. in e end.. i got to go back to kiddy palace to change all.. nxt.. to mother care.. they r havin sales.. i bought matress for duckie at 50% discount.. n melissa bought 7 pieces rompers for jus 20 over dollars.. worth it!

thur -> meet hubby cousin, mei qiang out.. went back to kiddy palace to exchange everythin for one romper.. den UOB to change my NOW card.. cuz it has already expired.. den went DBS to change my GO card to e one in black.. cuz melissa told me tat one got more rebates..

today is fri! cannot bring duckie hm tonite.. cuz hubby got to work tmr.. actually he intend to meet my nephew for soccer tmr nite.. but.. since we cannot bring him back tonite.. i wan to bring him back tmr instead..

2010-07-19T11:34:00.002+08:00

tis pic was taken on sunday morning when we brought him out to 883 for breakfast.. jus hubby n me :)

din bring grayson back on fri.. cuz initally we thot he got to work on sat.. but sat morning.. he say he dun wanna go collection.. so in e end we slp till 10plus den wake up..

melissa give birth on friday nite.. one day before her bdae! sat morning before we went to fetch grayson.. we went to e hospital to visit her.. but din manage to c her son.. cuz he was in ICU for 2 days due to lung infection.. melissa say we can only c e baby at 5pm.. but we need to fetch duckie over already.. so we din wait.. she will b discharge from hospital later on.. called hubby to ask him over to their place tonite.. cuz i long time nv c newborn liao.. think of it.. so cute.... i told hubby tat i wan a mei mei for grayson.. n he only give me tat kind of smile smile reaction.. LOL

i wanna blog abt sat.. e first time tat we bring grayson hm overnite.. im reali very very happy.. i dun noe wat tat happiness all abt.. happy tat finally we learn to look after grayson on our own..

after visiting melissa.. at around 2pm - 3pm.. went back hm to fetch grayson over.. den let him slp.. mei qiang n jimmmy came over.. den went wdl centre wif them.. n my parents in law.. to hav our dinner.. n.. i forgot to help grayson change his diaper.. i only bring his water along.. his diaper all e way from 1plus till 7plus at nite.. he feel so uncomfortable.. he cried n cried.. we din reali hav e mood to eat liao.. cuz everyone is like looking at us..

reached hm around 8plus.. wiped him.. put powder n changed him.. he went to slp.. wake up at 10pm for milk.. den went back to slp again.. wake up at 3am for another round of milk.. had his diaper change again.. went to slp.. 730am.. wake up for milk again.. after feeding... change diaper, he slp till 930am.. played wif him.. den bring him for breakfast.. after tat send back to my mum.. as for me n hubby.. we went back hm to take afternoon nap.. from 2plus.. we slp till 5plus.. can u imagine how tired we r? den went bugis to hav steamboat.. den to bugis street to buy shorts.. bought some cream puff for mei mei n my mum.. n hm sweet hm!

2010-07-15T13:09:00.005+08:00

Grayson CDA card

My new 32inch tv n dvd..

DVD we bought for duckie..

Pureen head to toe wash..

Apple strudel.. nice!

grayson CDA card has already posted to us last wk.. but grayson name was lack of one alphbet.. so we went OCBC n hav e card change.. it need a few wks time to send it to us again.. nice card! but no money inside..

ytd we went cwp.. cuz hubby wanted to buy dvd for duckie to watch.. kiddy palace is having sales at e atrium there.. bought him some clothing also.. most of his clothing r too small already.. very starting.. we always bought disney rompers for him.. one cost us near to $30 lor.. den now all cannot wear already.. so we r smart enough now le.. my mum went to bugis there to buy those $2 clothing for him.. i muz say not reali nice as compare to all e disney rompers.. but.. he seldom go out.. so no pt buy alot n keep it at hm.. kids grow up reali fast.. at times.. ah how auntie will also buy rompers for him one.. n she will buy larger size.. if not.. very soon he cannot wear again.. before we went off.. bought tis apple strudel at B1 there.. first time i tried.. nice!

tmr is friday! n.. we r bringing grayson hm overnite.. hahahaha! im looking forward to tmr.. first time he staying over wif us.. tis few wks.. we tried bringing him hm after work.. n he no longer react how he reacted in e past liao.. last time he will cry when e moment he reach hubby hse.. n will cry all e way until we bring him back.. but tis few days.. i think he get used to it already.. at least he wan his gu gu n su su to play wif him already.. but still.. he dun allow them to carry for long.. reach one limit.. he will look turn his head n look for his dad liao.. sad to say.. not e mum.. lol..

waiting for hubby to come back from e co to bring me n baby back hm :)

2010-07-11T15:29:00.003+08:00

Our Family photo!

Our family photo.. taken when he is exactly 6mths old.. we did a lot of things tis wk.. as mentioned.. we r intending to bring duckie hm every fri n sat.. so we hav his rocker ready in our room.. all along when he came back to hubby hse.. he always slp in my mother in law room.. a bit not convenient for us.. afterall is not our room.. we went kiddy palace to buy another auto baby rocker.. so tat we dun hav to keep waking up to rock him to slp.. initally he was suppose to b here on fri.. but hubby was sick.. dun wanna pass e virus to him.. so we will only bring him back hm nxt fri..

ytd hubby was not working.. but we were very lazy.. drag all e way till evening time den go over to visit duckie.. hubby suggested to buy a dvd player n change my hse television.. (after so long.. my hse dun hav a dvd player.. LOL).. wanted to bring my mum down to choose.. but she was not feeling well.. mei mei follow us down to Jurong pt to buy e television n dvd player.. hubby say want to buy one more set to put in our room.. but i rejected his stupid idea.. cuz.. it already cost us $650.. shall wait for nxt mth n c if he earns.. television will b in tis coming tue..

i wan to take duckie for photoshoot! i told hubby tat i wan to wait for his hair to grow back.. n wait for him to noe how to lift up his head.. before taking e photoshoot.. if not it's like waste of money.. there was once we went down to IMM.. n saw tis baby photoshooting at one of e bridal shop.. it look exactly like wedding album.. got big size n small size one.. e big one cost 1000 plus.. n e small one cost 300 plus.. due to some reasons.. duckie cannot celebrate his bdae.. until 7yrs old.. so i told his dad tat we can use e money for his bdae celebration to make one album for him.. e only different is tat.. we dun earn angbao money lor.. angbao money is not an issue to us.. e impt thing is we r happy wif wat we wan..

2010-06-29T14:33:00.005+08:00

Brought duckie down to IMM last week.. meet xiang n wife for dinner.. my mum tag along.. duckie cried like hell.. so no choice 3 of us got to take turn to eat.. First time duckie on e ride.. he seems so excited.. it's an aeroplane anyway.. cannot take e whole pic of areoplane.. if not.. wont b able to c duckie smile..

went to hav sakura wif xiang, san ge n uncle jus now.. it's e best meal we hav after work.. usually we will jus eat at coffee shop n tat's it! xiang say gonna pampered ourselves more.. after one tiring day of work.. din follow hubby to e company.. cuz my mum fall sick.. n i got to help look after tat troublesome kid at hm..

my mum keep falling sick tis few days.. n i discuss wif hubby to actually bring duckie hm on wkends.. overnite i mean.. if he is not workin e nxt day.. i noe it is hard.. afterall he has been staying here for e past 5mths.. but he is our son.. we need to b responsible also.. n not push everythin to my mum.. she need to rest too! n ya.. we will slowly bring him hm to let him used to our place.. before bring him back overnite..

2010-06-28T17:05:00.005+08:00

daddy.. i wan to drink also......

nvm.. ice cream will do..

duckie eat durian..

side view of duckie having durian..

I had a happy wkend! happy sunday in fact.. cuz hubby had to work on sat.. n i followed :) all e way till 9plus den reach hm.. as promised by him.. wkends suppose to b my family day.. no phone calls.. no goin out wif pple.. sat n sun is meant for me n my son.. but.. he took my sat to go work.. so i summon him $200.. lol..

First time tat we bring duckie out ON OUR OWN.. usually when we bring duckie out.. my mum will follow.. cuz duckie only wan her.. so my mum got no sat sun, no PH.. n we decided to try bring him out.. as his parents.. we need bonding wif him too.. turn out to b a success.. no cry.. no noise..

went united square.. cuz hubby wan to go to e 717 near there to buy durian to treat uncle.. after tat.. went down to hougang to pass uncle e durian.. n xiang came down wif my da sao n wei jun to hav durian together at my hse.. n.. it end my sun.. simple.. but im happy..

2010-06-21T16:12:00.010+08:00

nice........

waste my money again!!

taken at icekimo at thomson.. tried e blueberry cheesecake.. nice!

after so long, i finally help grayson to open his bank account.. his account joint to my name.. meaning.. im e only one who can take out e money.. im seriously piss off wif some pple out there.. some pple nv realise tat they made couples quarrel cuz of their benefits.. keep persuading my hubby to go to places i dun like.. to me.. some places r jus a waste of money! pple might hav e feeling tat im restricting my hubby money.. i dun care how other pple think! im doin it for our future.. we promised to cut down entertainment.. to cut down UNNECESSARY EXPENSES.. pple jus dun understand tat we hav nth on hand now.. we dun even hav a shelter on our own..

anyway.. i open an account wif a reason.. im demanding kcx to give $100 each mth for grayson saving.. to me.. it seems reasonable to me..

2010-06-12T13:58:00.003+08:00

I offer you my solemn vow to be your faithful partner in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad, and in joy as well as in sorrow. I promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in your goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live.

I wonder.. how many couples can reali do tat? in reality, woman cannot live without money.. when their husband dun earn enough, they will start nagging.. tat's wat guys would think..

so wat if woman reali go through everythin wif them? when woman went through e downs out their life.. n during e ups period.. he can jus forget abt everythin.. not even a little of e woman effort is being appreciated..

sometimes.. human jus take things for granted.. watever tat pple do out of love.. e other partner will thing tat it is a muz.. too much of quarrel.. n pple tend to forget all e happy times together..

it's jus a piece of paper.. but when 2 parties sign.. it means alot.. n it is not easy maintaining a marriage.. all of us hav different views.. if we dun voice out our views in a right way.. it lead to quarrel..

tis time round.. i reali close both of my eyes.. n compromise in everythin.. frankly speaking.. is hard.. but i hav done so..

2010-06-02T08:40:00.008+08:00

Fried sotong

Crayfish

Jus a recent update on my life.. i dun hav e mood to blog last wk.. so i'll jus blog down everythin in tis post.. i din help hubby wif his collection today.. cuz my leg is super painful.. so i request one off day from my boss.. n tat explains y i hav e time to sit down here to blog

last wk.. when we jus patch things up.. hubby brought me down to bottle tree to hav dinner.. ordered crayfish n fried sotong.. e crayfish wif curry leaf is nice.. walk around to enjoy e scenery.. we c pple fishing.. as well as prawning..

went down to take his lorry ytd.. e repairing of his lorry cost 1k.. including e rental of lorry for 2 days.. n we saw e puppies there.. they look so cute.. their mum died after giving birth to them.. poor little puppies..

going down to hubby 2nd auntie kelong again tmr.. tis time round will b bringing my mum n duckie together.. no one look after duckie.. so no choice we hav to bring him down.. looking forward to tmr!!

2010-05-31T16:48:00.002+08:00

FINALLY........ back hm.. went to help hubby wif his collection tis morning.. today end very early.. managed to finish collection at 10plus.. went to e co wif him today.. den headed down to e kranji coffee shop to hav fishball noodle.. hubby said is nice.. but to me.. so so.. nxt.. we went down to his 2nd auntie kelong.. saw many dogs.. wanted to take some pic.. but both our hp run out of batt.. stayed there for 1 hr plus.. den went to e goat farm nearby.. intending to c e goat.. but it was too smelly.. all of us cannot tahan.. so we leave e place.. n bought some goat milk for my little duck.. goat milk was said to hav gd nutrition.. we bought 5 bottles for $10.. when i reach hm.. little duck jus finish his milk formula.. so we havent tried feeding.. hopefully he will drink later on..

2010-05-29T19:45:00.002+08:00

Nv in my life I feel tat im being bullied.. before marry.. my husband promised my family member tat he will ensure tat i nv get bullied by anyone.. but when things happen.. he has tis mindset of "duo yi shi bu ru shao yi shi" .. i envy those husband who will stand by their wife.. who reali open their ears to listen to how she feel.. i hope to hav a husband who will stand by me.. who will base on situation to judge things rather than base on e person.. yes.. i might b unreasonable at times.. but out of 10 incident tat im trying to tell him.. im sure there will b 1 incident tat im not in e wrong..

2010-05-27T16:38:00.004+08:00

baby n wai po..

Jacket tat we bought for him

Grayson new shoes

I bought e shoes for Grayson to attend my cousin's wedding on e 6th of June.. actually.. dun reali wanna bring him.. cuz is reali troublesome.. but there is no one to look after him.. so.. my cousin suggest to bring him there..

Mr Kwek Chun Xuan lorry break down tis morning.. n wif e help of his 2nd uncle.. he manage to go to work today.. first help him wif his collection.. n den went sembawang to continue wif his 2nd uncle collection.. damn tiring.. took cab hm.. when i was abt to go bath.. it remind me tat kcx havent bring my clothing back hm.. n i hav to wear kcx t shirt n his boxer n wait for his lorry to come back.. before fetching me over to my mum place..

2010-05-26T16:13:00.004+08:00

To e zheng qi who wrote on my tagboard.. i guess u look more like suffering from depression.. first of all.. i dun think u noe me at all.. so who r u to comment on such thing? tat is e problem between me n my husband.. if u feel unhappy reading all tis.. den.. u can jus stop reading n leave my blog.. u said somethin like how i noe if my husband friend nv advice him to save tis marrige.. n how did u noe tat they did somethin to save my marriage den? it seems like u noe me well after reading my blog.. n from wat u wrote on my tagboard.. i assume tat u dun hav a lot of friends too! i guess u r worst.. u dun even hav family to teach u wat is right n wat is wrong! u said u studied psychology.. yup.. u studied urself through ur illness.. hahaha!

jus for ur feedback.. ur eng is damn jia lat.. not only i said tat.. but pple readin e post also said tat.. from ur eng.. i can c tat u dun receive much education.. n tat explained e reason u r here commenting on my blog.. when i dun even noe u..

2010-05-15T23:39:00.002+08:00

ANGRY WKEND!! so wat if he dun work today.. say nice thing like sat sun no need to work.. bring me go out till late nite.. n wat happen?? we stayed at hm for e whole day.. n when i asked him din u said tat u will bring me till late nite.. he told me.. 11pm is wat he meant by late nite.. oh.. so i guess i mistook e late nite meaning.. jus reach hm around half an hr ago.. n he can lie flat n fall aslp now.. reach hm at 11plus ytd also.. n tis mornin.. we slp till nearly 12pm.. sux to e max!

2010-05-13T13:37:00.006+08:00

baby walker

mama n son

papa n son

SO ANGRY!! kiddy palace earn me so much money!!

bought e walker for him at $89.. it's e cheapest one they hav already.. it's a 2 in one walker.. it can b used for walker.. as well as rocky chair.. should hav bought it at e baby fair tat day..

jus came back hm not long.. i help hubby for collection today.. i dun help him everyday now.. cuz it's damn tiring.. i only help him if i manage to wake up.. haha..

LASTLY....... i weigh myself ytd.. n MY WEIGHT DROP DOWN FROM 58KG to 55KG.. i was 45KG - 48KG before pregnant.. 10kg more to go.. jia you!!

2010-05-11T14:32:00.002+08:00

tis is cute! tis little monk keep pestering my mum to entertain him.. as both of us r not free.. my mum jus throw him into his bath tub n throw a plastic bag for him to play wif.. MMS to show hubby.. n he say gonna go down to kiddy palace to buy one walker for him so tat he can self entertain..

2010-05-10T10:55:00.006+08:00

Like mentioned in e previous post.. we wanna bring Grayson for swimming.. $30 per lesson.. n e swimming diaper cost $2.. $32 in total.. it was raining ytd.. n my mum din agree for him to swim at first.. but after our persuade.. she agreed.. n there it goes.. Grayson first swimming lesson.. he seems to hav enjoy himself.. at nite.. he drink his milk at 9pm.. he was too tired until he forgotten his milk.. he only wake up at 4am to hav his milk..

2010-05-09T16:32:00.002+08:00

Grayson, e little monk.. I pray papa earn lots lots money n give mama a hse soon! LOL
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

ytd we had our dinner downstair.. after dinner.. we had tis 717 durian cake.. not to say celebrate mother's day.. cuz we r not suppose to celebrate any occassion.. since ah gong pass away for not more than 49 days.. hubby give 100 dollars to both mum.. without e red packet..

today is e 9th.. tat is to say.. is grayson's 4mth old.. i dun like to.. but hav to accept e fact tat.. he need to cut his hair botak.. mummy bring him to cut his hair downstair.. n he came back wif one hole here n there.. i was damn pissed off.. called hubby to scold him off.. since they insist on cutting his hair.. we should hav find a more standard place for him to cut his hair.. there is a place tat meant for baby to cut their hair at yihun Hwa Xia.. so kcx say later we go down n cut his hair bold.. so tat it will b more even when e hair grow.. n he suggested to let baby go swimming later.. shall go down to check e price later :)

2010-05-07T15:03:00.004+08:00

Bathing time! Mr Grayson Kwek will b 4mths old on sun.. n.. he gonna cut his hair botak.. i reali dun feel like cutting off his beautiful hair.. but no choice.. e old pple hav tis saying tat if he dun cut his hair.. he wont b able to step into e temple.. although he is my son.. but i hav no right to say anythin at all :( watever pple say.. we obey.. so muz try to take as many pics as possible.. after tat.. i think he will b wearing hat when he go out liao..

....................... waiting for hubby to come back from work.. to bring me n grayson back hm .....................

2010-05-06T13:34:00.005+08:00

went down to turf city to hav steamboat ytd.. to celebrate chong's bdae also.. my mum wanted to follow us at first.. but no one to look after duckie.. not possible to bring duckie there also.. came back to wdl.. n suddenly mr kwek told me tat he wants to buy a hard disk to store grayson photos from birth n we can save some movies.. so we called andrew n asked him to help us buy.. n in e end.. we went all e way down to jurong pt to get from him.. instead of getting it at $139.. we only paid $115.. for 500Gb hard disk..

2010-05-02T09:45:00.004+08:00

ah gong n me..
ah ma n me..

clap clap hand.. my mummy taught me..

quarrel at my hse wif kcx last thur.. n he can jus go back hm n slp! i was damn piss off! i call my sis n took a cab to his hse n pack all my stuff.. we shouted very loudly in e room.. e parents also came out to c wat is happening.. (tat is e bad thing abt living wif in laws.. cannot shout as u like when quarrel.. lol) i told all tat i wanted a divorce.. i remember his mei mei told me.. "da sao, u dun hav to angry wif my kor kor.. whenever u r angry.. jus spend his money.." so.. i'll blog abt my wkend now.. simple but i enjoy my wkend..

went down to expo baby fair on fri.. bought some clothing n pampers for duckie.. also bought one small matress for him.. thot of goin to e metro sales beside.. after buying his stuff.. however.. mr duckie wasnt in a gd mood.. he keep crying.. so kcx got to carry him out n use his hand to rock him to slp.. so.. we r sort of like in a rush to get his necessary stuff..

sat: father in law called n ask we all to bring duckie over.. he finish work early ytd.. n they havent been seeing duckie for long time liao.. so we stay at hm e whole day.. until 7pm.. bought him hm.. n went cwp to develop my wedding photos.. 600 over photos.. but i only choose 100plus to develop.. we wanted to watch e IP man 2.. tried booking online.. but e system was damn slow.. so we went down straight to e cathay instead.. it was fully booked.. even for midnite.. called melissa for coffee.. but she was at east coast.. so we went back hm..

sun: hubby went to give green bag.. so he put me at my mum hse to acc bb.. n tat explains my long post today.. lol.. going down to collect my photo later on.. will b watching IP man 2 if there is seats available..

2010-04-29T15:01:00.002+08:00

Recently help up hubby wif his collection.. usually 11 plus or 12 plus he will send me back hm before he go to e company to unload e goods.. collection suppose to start at 730am.. but we overslept tis morning.. so i only manage to reach hm at 1 plus today.. whenever i walk pass e resident hse.. i always imagine how our own hse will look like.. btw.. receive letter from HDB ytd.. our balloting queue no is way behind although we r first timer applying for flat.. tis is due to too many application.. im looking forward to e day when we hav our own hse! our planning is to bring my mum in.. so tat she can help to look after duckie.. while she can rent her whole hse..

expo is having baby fair again starting from tmr to sun.. e last time we went.. we dun reali buy alot.. as e price is not much different from outside.. however.. e pampers there is cheaper by alot.. goin down again to c wat we can get for duckie tis sat! intending to bring duckie along.. depending on his mood tat day..

2010-04-28T10:27:00.001+08:00

hubby grandfather pass away last wed.. n hav been bz wif all e funeral thingy.. last fri was hubby bdae.. but due to e funeral.. we cannot celebrate bdae.. mon went to mandai to pick up ah gong bone.. tis is e first time tat i use my hand to take someone bone.. his ah gong bone was a bit pink in colour.. e person say tat it means cai (money) n brown means he had taken too much of medicine.. chinese say tat when someone pass away.. n during e 7th day.. they will come back hm to visit their children.. n my mum told me tat u can hear all e funny funny sound.. ytd was his 7th days.. so.. i choose to stay at my mum place.. tis morning.. my mum told me tat she dream of ah gong.. hubby told my mum tat he is sending ah gong off.. but she cant remember to where.. n ah gong smile to my mum.. n she said tat ah gong has already come back to visit grayson..

2010-04-19T20:42:00.000+08:00

FINALLY....... I mange to take pic wif his smile.. sooo cute..

2010-04-16T10:23:00.004+08:00

family t shirt
Baby size

Mr Grayson

Went to customize tis t-shirt at cwp.. hubby suggested to wear a family t-shirt during new yr tis yr.. however.. we dun think hav Grayson size.. unless we were to wear disney like mickey mouse or winnie e pooh.. happen to saw tis at cwp few days ago.. e baby size look so cute..

2010-04-12T11:22:00.002+08:00

photo time?? okay! BABY GRAYSON IS 3 MTHS 3 DAYS OLD..

went down to sentosa casino on sat nite.. we exchange hubby lorry wif xiang car.. so tat it would b more convenient for us.. went in at 12am.. n we stay there till 4plus.. i dun reali like e environment.. cuz i find it too crowded.. gonna pay 100bucks for e entrance fee but still so many pple there.. i prefer e one in virgo.. e bet not as much.. as for e food.. we dun hav to pay extra money.. n can eat as much as we wan..

2010-04-09T09:27:00.002+08:00

Saw the above duck in e magizine.. it is for baby to bath.. e black dot inside e duck will turn red when the water temperature is too hot.. n turn blue when the temperature is jus rite..

went to help hubby to give out green bag on sun.. it was raining.. n hubby happen to c one baby bird.. lie down on e floor.. shilvering n with e raining dripping on him.. reali poor thing.. when he still dun noe how to fly.. n... we did a good deed.. by bringing e bird hm.. at first.. he feed on grayson formula with biscuit.. n didi feed him on worms..

I fall sick ytd.. i suddenly had a high fever in e middle of e nite.. however i still follow hubby to work.. i dun hav e appetite to eat..n tis is e first time he cook porridge for me.. n he try cooking he bao tan.. in e end.. e egg was overcooked n e whole hse was filled wif smoke.. he was being scolded by his mum.. LOL

2010-04-02T16:57:00.002+08:00

cannot upload photos now as didi is playing dota.. i hav already tender my resignation letter.. n 7th will b my last day of work.. work place at toh tuck.. n i hav to wake up at 6am everyday.. when i only hav to start work at 9pm.. n i hav no energy for anythin.. i would rather spend my time on baby grayson..

hubby finish work very early today.. he finish his work at 11plus.. n we brought duckie hm.. so tat my mum can rest.. he was previously feeding on Nan 1.. n ytd i saw Friso can prevent vomitting, colic n consitpation.. so we bought him Friso instead.. but duckie dun wanna drink e milk.. he keep crying when we feed him jus now.. so we got no choice.. but to bring him out to buy his previous milk..

due to my nagging of no money.. Mr Kwek Chun Xuan deposit 1k to my bank ytd!

2010-03-26T20:45:00.002+08:00

Permitted by hubby to stay at my mum hse tonite!

2010-03-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

one more hr to mon.. n gonna work again.. SIAN AR!! today i walk around blocks.. to help kcx give green bag to e resident.. thinking of goin back hm to acc my duckie straight after i help him.. but my mother in law wanna bring him to their grandma hse.. mei mei n hubby bought him there.. for me.. i stay at my hse to wash up my own clothing n talk to my mum.. long time since we last communicate like tis.. sometimes when we talk halfway.. my mum gonna entertain my duck..

hubby help to change bedsheet.. with the help of mei mei today.. we usually change our bedsheet every one mth.. but during my confinement.. i think our bedsheet tahan for 2 mths.. bcuz of kcx lazyiness.. as for now.. i already start to work.. i feel so lazy to tidy up my room already.. gonna slp now.. if not i will hav problem waking up again..

2010-03-19T11:35:00.005+08:00

stop it..mummy..

wai po.. pls la.. stop irritate me wif tat duck!

another day of mc today.. doc gave me 2 days mc ytd.. i thot of goin to work today.. but when i wake up in e morning.. im reali tired.. so i take one more day to acc my duckie bah.. bring hubby laptop back hm.. cuz it work faster.. actually i wanna upload my weddin photo into facebook one.. but i din bring e disc.. so i end up blogging here.. my own laptop use thousand yrs to upload one photo.. mummy ask me to help duckie open an account n joint to my own account.. so tat i can put all his ang bao money for his full mth plus new yr.. but im jus so lazy to go out nowadays.. im being tied to my work.. work.. den go back my mum hse to play wif duckie.. n go back hm slp... so bored........................ waiting for hubby to come back hm from work..

2010-03-18T14:05:00.003+08:00

look at my big big eyes..
pirate grayson..

im on mc today.. 3 wks of working.. last wk on leave n tis wk on mc.. lol.. expo is having baby fair tis coming fri to sun.. we r goin down to c wat we can buy for baby grayson.. his milk powder n his diapers r costing bomb! he can finish up one tin of milk powder in one wk.. recently baby grayson noe how to talk already... talkin in his baby language which only he himself can understand.. waiting for hubby fetch me c doc to take mc..

2010-03-14T10:01:00.002+08:00

it's sunday! tmr gonna start working again.. sian ar! i hav been staying at hm doing nth for almost 1 yr... n i dun hav e feeling of wan to work... let's blog abt e me from birth till now..

well.. if u ask me how painful is giving birth.. i can say tat i dun noe.. cuz im not in pain at all.. when pple r shouting like hell.. i hav no feeling at all.. cuz before e very very painful part.. im already on epidural.. but if u ask me e side effect of e epidural.. i can say tat it's very serious.. even until now.. my backbone is very very painful.. sometimes when i sit for too long n i try to shift myself or when i try to stand up.. my tears will wan to drop down...

n talk abt breastfeeding.. mr grayson kwek is not on breastfeeding.. i only try breastfeeding for a few days.. n my breast milk is not reali alot.. therefore.. i stop..cuz it's too troublesome.. i dun let him suck from my breast.. but i use breast pump to pump out my milk.. i guess tis is e reason he is not tat strong.. last few days when he came into my office.. he was shivering.. there is a different between breast milk n formula..

2010-03-11T18:27:00.008+08:00

daddy... if mummy says no.. DUN DO IT! UNDERSTAND? superman!

mummy playing clap clap hand wif me..

chubby little kwek!!

blur blur look..

sian ar!! still muz entertain auntie :(

Im on unpaid leave today.. hahaha.. went for post natal check up at Dr Ang clinic.. tis will b my last visit to e clinic already.. went for Pap Smear test today.. n my package will end here.. i wanted to put on e birth control for 5 yrs.. but e doc say can only do tat when my menses come.. so i guess i will still need to go back there few mths later..

only few days work.. n i encounter some kpo in e office.. one auntie come n ask me y i marry so early.. so i said.. shotgun n married.. n she was saying.. dun blame auntie for saying too much.. but i think is a bit wasted.. u still hav a long way.. for ur future.. if u were my daughter.. i will ask u to abort..

well.. seriously.. at e very first place when i was considering to keep tis baby.. tis qn ever came across my mind.. however.. my husband is responsible for his own act.. he work reali hard to give me e very best tat he can.. well.. at least i dun hav to go out n work like a cow when i was preg.. n i can say tat.. if im unhappy wif my work.. i can tender my resignation letter n leave.. without caring for all e financial issue.. we dun take from our parents like wat other shotgun marriage r doing..

when baby come fetch me after work.. they will purposely go toilet jus to c my baby.. pls la.. u can jus tell me tat u wan c bb.. i can jus carry in for u to c! when u wanna talk abt pple.. MAKE SURE TAT TIS NV HAPPEN ON URSELF.. IF NOT I WILL LAUGH TILL MY TEETH DROP!!

2010-03-07T11:22:00.002+08:00

sorry gals.. i only date models.. lol.. i like tis!

Grayson smile..

Grayson seldom like to smile.. even if he smile.. he dun smile to u face to face.. is only when sometimes he is slping.. den u can c his smile.. however.. we managed to capture tis photo.. smile.. but eyes not tat pretty.. alot of pple say tat grayson look like a gal..

recently i keep thinking of e days when grayson was jus born.. e few days when he is in hospital.. n e first mth staying wif him at my mum hse.. now.. he is staying together wif my mum as e two of us need to work.. we hav less time together..

going out to amk hub to buy my office wear later.. bye!

2010-03-06T18:37:00.003+08:00

after one wk of work.. finally reserve some energy to update my blog.. working at premier auto at old toh tuck rd as an admin assistant.. maybe i used to e lifestyle of working at e counter.. it's seriously very very tiring.. gonna wake up at 6am everyday.. in e office still hav to face e com for long hrs.. in e morning, i need one extra alarm to wake me up.. 2 in fact.. kwek chun xuan will keep shaking me to wake up.. n mei mei will b outside calling " da sao.. hav u wake up??" it's a 5.5 days work.. starting from 9am to 6pm.. so by e time i reach hm.. it's already very late.. e gd thing is.. hubby will fetch my mum.. together wif my little duck to fetch me from work.. tat's e part when my tiredness r all gone.. my hubby say he love me a lot.. due to e fact tat he wake up at 6plus today.. jus to send me to work.. like shit.. lol..

.................... happy to hav a hubby like u! (Ahmad cum nanny) ....................................

i love grayson too! Bi Xuan Mei Mei..

2010-02-28T13:02:00.002+08:00

im learning to straighten my head..
daddy slping wif his son..

2010-02-26T14:43:00.005+08:00

it used to b..

and now..

so cute..........

already found an office job and will start working from nxt mon.. went to buy a few office wear at cwp ytd.. brought our little kwek along.. i tried on e clothing n my mum was helping to c if it fits me.. tis little kwek dun feel like it n throw his temper suddenly.. n poor hubby gonna carry him around n talk to him.. lol.. recently.. when we carry e little kwek out.. he is e one carrying him.. n im e one taking all his stuff.. we r like changing job.. tat's bcuz little kwek dun reali like me to carry him.. when i carry him.. he will make it as if i beat him when nobody is around.. so no choice hubby gonna b a gd father.. im thinking.. if im e passer by.. i will laugh..

it gonna b a 5.5 days work.. n therefore.. i will sure miss my kweks!

2010-02-23T13:45:00.003+08:00

I remember when i jus started e relationship wif kcx.. he suggested to play a game.. he brought me down to e fountain at taka.. n e game goes like tis.. we both hav to buy a present for e other partner.. n e present muz b a meaningful n unforgettable one.. e present need not b buy in taka.. but we only hav 45mins time.. n 45mins later.. we hav to meet at e fountain again.. which is wher we started e game.. tis game is unfair to me.. bcuz.. it was being suggested by him.. n logically.. he already noe wat to buy in mind already.. however.. i did entertain him..

didn't wanted to go far.. i walk around e whole taka.. thinking of wat to buy.. thot of buying shirt or wallet for him.. but he mentioned tat e present need to b a meaningful one.. in e end.. i went to develop our photo in my hp.. n bought a photo frame to frame up e photo.. went to e shop nearby to wrap up e present.. i did not break e game rule.. i came back half an hr later..

waited for him.. he took more than e 45mins which is more than e timeline given by him.. he said he was intending to buy a dog hugging a bouquet of flower.. however.. e shop itself din sell.. so he went to buy e bouquet of flower n den went to other places to buy e dog.. he thot of goin back to e shop to tie e dog together... but he did not hav enough time to do so.. therefore.. e dog is separated from e flower.. e flower n e dog was put together in a taka paper bag..

n guess wat.. we went to shop around.. carrying e paper bag around.. n halfway.. when we c e paper bag.. it was torn.. we saw e dog.. but e flower was gone.. e flower drop out without our awareness...

.... interesting game n i wonder if he still remember ...............

2010-02-22T07:21:00.005+08:00

Sweet sweet dream..

When im angry!!!

So sweet..

First time on my pram..

Fall sick after e first trip of genting wif my family.. n i pass e virus to my poor little duck.. when he drink milk.. he will scream for help.. he cannot breathe because of his nose block.. n due to e sickness of my little duck.. i cancel my sec trip to e genting wif melissa n her husband..

surprise to c tat im blogging at tis time.. lazy pple like me should b slping now.. tat's bcuz im having interview later at 10am.. n im goin to prepare now..

2010-02-18T15:48:00.011+08:00

my smart little boy noe how to look to e camera :)

yes mummy?

wher am i wai po??? im suppose to b in e pic!

tis is much better! our first family photo!

2010-02-11T15:54:00.002+08:00

2 more days to new yr eve! only buy 2 dress tis yr.. as i will still slim down.. so no pt buying a lot.. im bringing my mum to my hubby hse for reunion dinner tis yr.. after tat send my mum n baby back hm.. n... GENTING wif my bro n sis.. coming back on chu er.. n on e 20th.. will b goin again wif melissa n husband.. i dun reali gamble.. so i dun noe wat im happy abt.. jus take it as a holiday for e both of us perhaps.. n to run away from givin ang bao.. LOL..

i need to go down to ICA to collect my passport tmr.. wanted my mum to accompany me.. she dun wanna bring e little one along.. cuz we tried bringing him out.. n it's reali troublesome.. when he cries for milk.. he will jus scream like nobody business.. n passer by will keep turning their head n look at us.. so embarrassing.. therefore.. im looking for one day nanny tmr.. hopefully my mother in law is free to look after him.. n we can go shopping.. n spend e $100 OG voucher tat kcx gave me..

jus come back from facial.. n will b doin manicure tmr.. despite of my size now.. i still wanna look nice nice :)

2010-02-10T15:26:00.002+08:00

daddy n son (sickening face!) lol

my little duck went for his sec immunisation today (e first one was in e hospital before we carry him hm).. e sickening daddy need to work.. n initally.. i wanted to go together wif my mum.. so tat i can help her carry all her stuff.. however.. i overslept.. n in e end.. my mum bring him there alone.. his weight gone up to 4.54kg..compare to 3.16kg at birth.. actually there is 5 or 6 dose in 1 jab.. but both our parents want him to take e jab one by one.. cuz they r afraid too strong for him.. anyway.. today i heard my little duck saying ang gu gu.. after my mum feed him.. so cute.......

2010-02-09T13:07:00.002+08:00

little kwek n little quack.. so cute!

e photo above is taken by di di.. look at both their left hand.. n their leg.. n they r almost e same height.. cute rite!

my mum need to buy some new yr stuff.. therefore.. we left little kwek at his ah ma hse.. my mum din wanted to go at first.. but we feel tat he need to go here n there.. in order to adapt to their hse also.. n my mother in law did something very funny.. we separated e milk powder into 3 meals jus in case.. however.. when my mother in law was making e milk for him.. she put e 3 meal in one.. after baby drink e milk.. n she pass us e empty box.. we r like HUH??? n everyone laugh.. in e end.. my baby wake up only after 5 hrs for milk..when it's suppose to b 3 hrs..

2010-02-06T20:51:00.002+08:00

another unhappiness again.. when people on e other side is enjoyin his gd food.. im having maggie mee at hm! if u dun hav e intention of bringing me along to ur company dinner.. dun make me look like a crown to put on make up n dress nicely.. n u hav to make e effort to send me back hm again.. n if u r not intending to let pple noe tat u r married.. might as well u dun get married in e first place.. haiz.... it's jus so difficult for 2 person to communicate!

few more days to bb full mth.. time flies!

dun reali hav e mood to blog.. as i dun feel happy at all recently..

2010-02-04T13:52:00.003+08:00

wai po burping me..

my mum went out n left grayson at hm wif me :( dun reali like to stay at hm wif him..cuz when he scream..it's very difficult to stop.. only my mum can handle him.. he has a very hot temper jus like me..

keep quarreling wif stupid kwek chun xuan recently.. n it's tat kind of quarreling everyday..ever since little kwek was born.. since we hav a family of our own..alot of things need discussion.. first of all.. he always come back hm very late from work.. n when i talk to him.. he jus dun wanna pay attention to wat im talking.. is either he will play wif my boy.. or he will watch tv.. if not he will walk away.. married life is different from wat we were in e past.. when we were still in relationship.. he can sit down there to listen to me.. now he cannot even spare me 10mins.. super pissed off wif him e day before.. n we had a very very big quarrel.. n my poor little boy.. choose e wrong timing n cry.. got beaten by me in e end..

goin for interview tmr as a uob teller.. so i went back to sch ytd to take my cert.. not to say cert actually.. cuz i din manage to graduate.. but tat's call Letter Of Certification(LOC) to prove tat i were a student of RP.. but i withdraw on my own account.. i think somehow it affect my pay.. after tat went cwp wif melissa to get my formal wear for e interview.. hopefully interview goes well tmr!

2010-01-31T12:36:00.004+08:00

im a thomson baby..

new born grayson..

i wan bath bath!

grayson little leg..

little grayson grow up already! next week will b his full mth.. however, we wont b celebrating his full mth.. as we feel tat too troublesome for us.. mother and father in law got to work e next day.. same goes for hubby.. as for my mum.. she is too tired taking care of tis naughty boy.. therefore.. no one is willing to clear e mess if we were to hav buffet.. we will only b givin coupon.. for people to collect e cake themselves.. will be going down to bengawan solo to buy e coupon later on.. at e same time can also go down to shop for my new yr clothing.. muz shop early.. if not difficult to find my size already.. and gonna wear my maternity clothing to go visiting.. lol..

2010-01-28T16:16:00.002+08:00

I WANNA SLIM DOWN!!!! I put on 20kg of weight when grayson was in my stomach..during e first few days when I came back hm from e hospital, I had my massage session..but it was damn painful..I give up after 3 times of massage..my last weight was 66kg wif little grayson in my stomach..now my weight is still 58kg n my wasit is super big..it was 25inch before im preg..now it is 35inch..10INCH DIFF!! even dress tat I c online do not hav my size :(

youngster will say tat e massage make a lot of diff la..3 times not enough etc.. but mummy say tat I will auto recover 4mths later..but it won't b as slim as wat I was earlier on..last time..pple also slim down without havin to massage wat..so.. jia you jia you! to prove pple wrong..

2010-01-25T17:28:00.005+08:00

I jus love his eyes so much!! little baby kwek has his name ready.. grayson kwek geng ze.. hoping confinement to b over soon.. from his birth till now.. i only bath like 5 times? wif e herb.. pimples r all over my neck n body.. using towel n water to wash up seems like no use at all.. n im sick of e confinement food.. another 23 more days.. n im gonna ask hubby to bring me to hunt for good food!!

2010-01-13T15:43:00.008+08:00

when baby kwek just born..

after birth...

wai po n baby..

im home!

im waiting for my milk..

i love tis..

finally.. my little kwek has arrived on e 8th of jan.. EDD was on e 25th..which is to say.. he is early by 16days..

i had my gaynae appt on e 9th of jan at 430pm.. hubby rush back to bring me to e clinic.. did my first cervix check.. it was damn painful.. imagine e doc were to put his own hand to e bottom part.. my cervix has open quite alot.. as told by e doc.. n e baby head is at e very bottom already.. to reconfirm again.. he did e cervix check again.. tis time round i shouted out in pain.. doc wan me to do e ctg to check e baby heartbeat n e contraction.. i was in e room for 10mins.. due to baby sleeping.. they cannot determine his heartbeat..therefore..ask me to walk around n come back in another 15mins time..

after e ctg.. doc say tat i can give birth within tis 2 days.. n ask if i experience any contraction pain.. n few days ago i had slight contraction pain..as it was not tat painful..i din reali care abt it..doc ask to go back hm to c if i had any pain later on..

on e way hm.. i feel my stomach very painful.. reach hm n lie flat on my bed.. e pain jus din go off.. so hubby called e doc to inform..n i was asked to head down to e hospital at 1030pm..

reach e hospital n did e registeration.. i was bring to e ward at 11pm.. doc came n did e cervix check again! it was 4cm dilated.. hubby was told not to b in e room as there's another patient beside.. doc estimate tat i will give birth e nxt day at 8am.. he wanted to wait in his lorry till e nxt day.. but i get him to go back hm n wait..

i was in pain n not able to slp.. while waiting.. i was thinkin if i wan to opt for epidural.. till 5am in e mornin.. i press e bell n told e nurse tat i wan epidural..they bring me down to e labour ward to hav e epidural taken.. i was told tat i can only give birth at 10am.. according to e ctg..i called hubby to ask him down to acc me..as i feel reali scared.. my cervix was only fully open only at around 11am.. n i started pushing.. with e help of hubby.. n finally......... baby kwek was out at 1131am..at 3.160kg..

2010-01-07T16:25:00.002+08:00

coming towards e end of my pregnancy.. from e start of e pregnancy till now.. i put on 18kg of weight.. but still cannot control my diet.. jus call hubby n ask him bring me down to turf city for steamboat later on.. haha.. better eat watever come to my mind.. before i hav my confinement.. most probably i will hav my confinement during CNY.. unless little kwek wanna cooperate to come out tis few days.. anyway.. e big kwek already promised not to hav his CNY also.. he wanna b a gd husband n a gd daddy.. to hav confinement wif us.. lol..

at e beginning of my pregnancy.. i nearly suffer from depression.. i reali hate e presence of tis little life.. as it took away alot of things from me.. i nv wanted to keep him at first.. however.. i muz thank hubby tat he insist on keepin tis little life.. as tis little life slowly grow in my stomach.. e feelin is reali different.. esp from his movement.. until he know how to response to u.. by lookin at his 3D scan.. reali make me curious on how he look like.. n until tis moment.. i nv regret on keepin him.. n muz thanks to mummy n hubby for saving his life.. LOL..

2010-01-01T14:43:00.002+08:00

feeling so frustrated at times.. jus bcuz of my mum is not workin.. n pretending not knowing anythin.. is a muz for her to do everythin? throughout tis 9mths.. she contribute more than anyone else.. when e baby dun follow her surname at all.. piss off!

2009-12-29T10:47:00.002+08:00

Grandma say im e photocopy version of my dad!

went down for my gaynae appt ytd.. e weight of little kwek has gone up quite a lot.. e last time we went for check up.. his weight was only 1.8kg.. n people all complaining tat he is too small.. tis time round.. his weight has gone up to 2.6kg.. doc say tat he will definately hit 3kg at birth.. so big size! few days before we went for check up.. i was still tellin kcx tat baby weight confirm more than 2.5kg.. as i reali hav difficulties walking.. im like blocking e traffic in a crowded place.. lol.. baby kwek.. pls control ur diet to prevent mummy from difficult labour..

anyway.. jus a small update on my xmas eve tis yr.. we went back hm to slp.. as we had a small quarrel.. IRRITATING KCX!

xmas eve!

2009-12-24T14:07:00.004+08:00

my xmas present from hubby!

I love my xmas present! mr kwek asked me to go down wif him to choose my xmas present..but i find it no pt for me to choose n he pay money..it will b more meaningful if he choose himself as tis will prove how much he noe me..lol..anyway..thanks mr kwek! xmas eve today.. but we still dun hav plannin on wher to go tonite.. stupid kcx still need to work tis 2 days.. so is like cannot go till too late tonite.. dun hav e kind of xmas feeling.. so boring! feel like goin down to orchard to c e lighting.. but i cant walk too much nowadays.. short distance make me feel reali tired.. should c wher he will bring me to tonite :)

weddin dinner

2009-12-01T13:30:00.025+08:00

preparing..

putting on fake eye lash..

am i handsome enough?? lol..

yihun safra(pin si restaurant)

menu for e day..

our door gift..

e stage..

long time no c ar..

wat r u lookin for? ur wife is jus behind u..

he seems very blur on tat day..

my mummy n me..

first march in..

im seriously nervous..

wait! take care of me can?

ROM

ROM cert..

preparing for sec march in..

My actual day weddin photos

2009-11-30T10:31:00.011+08:00

I like e make up!

My sisters for e day..

My weddin gown..

My mum n me..

tis is how my weddin gown look like from behind..

Our weddin car..

e brothers!

propose??

LOL

back to his hse..

waiting to catch e flower on my hand..

expressway..

brothers and sisters!

people have been complaining tat they havent seen our weddin photo until now.. if were to upload all.. is far too many.. I'll jus upload e morning part now.. n e weddin dinner part.. i'll upload when i hav e time..

2009-11-27T12:02:00.003+08:00

little 'quack' we bought for little 'kwek' lol

tis person insist on taking pic of him..

swensen earthquake..

when we first knew e presence of baby kwek.. I nv wanted to keep him at first.. but u said tat u will nv pay a single cent to abort ur own child.. n now.. u r workin reali hard to earn as much money as u can.. basically.. wat is in ur life is only ur work n ur bed now.. u give up ur studies for e sake of tis baby.. when pple r still slpin soundly.. u need to wake up.. n while pple is in e office enjoying e air con.. u r under e sun unloadin goods n all.. u seldom got time for me.. n of course ur own family.. does it reali worth givin up ur everythin?

frankly speakin.. I hope in future.. baby will hav a mindset like u.. to b responsible for his action.. to use his own hand to fight for everythin he wants.. rather than waiting for pple to spoon feed him wif everythin.. to sacrifice himself in order to provide her wif e very best tat he can..

n wif all e effort u hav given to tis baby.. Im sure one day when he grow up.. he will respect u for being such a great daddy!

2009-11-24T12:59:00.002+08:00

I like tis dress!

went down to his grandfather bdae on sat.. n den bring mei mei down to IMM for shopping.. happen to c tis xmas tree n ask mei mei to help us take a pic of it..

2009-11-16T14:05:00.002+08:00

went down to town wif hubby ytd.. first went to robinsons to hav my longchamp bag repair.. den go down to taka to spend e $100 voucher ( didi throw away n i found it.. so it become mine..lol) bought one duck for little kwek n one dog for mei mei.. spend $50 n still left wif $50 in my wallet.. meet andrew n xiao qing after tat.. intending to go to ion to walk around.. but i mistook orchard central as ion.. n ending.. both of us r at 2 different places.. andrew even took a pic of ion to show us.. lol.. after tat we went down to upper thomson to hav prata.. n send them back hm.. reach hm at 1plus.. it was around 2am after hubby bath.. i was feelin so tired.. n hubby keep tossing on e bed.. n tis little kwek keep kickin in my stomach.. cant slp at all.. tis little thingy seems to hav connection wif his daddy.. when his daddy wake up.. he will also wake up to kpo.. or maybe he can sense tat daddy gonna make breakfast for him.. last time.. i nv believe tat baby can response to u even in e stomach.. but when daddy talk to him n place his hand on my stomach.. we can feel tat he reali response to his dad.. i had a great wkend ytd!

2009-11-15T12:26:00.002+08:00

family photo..

manage to get some maternity wear at amk hub few days ago.. i jus bought one dress, 2 shirt n one shorts n it cost $170 over.. due date will be on jan 25.. around 2 more mths.. but doc say will early by 2 or 3 weeks.. hopefully.. if not im gonna hav my confinement when pple celebrating their chinese new year..

2009-11-11T10:43:00.000+08:00

have been wearing t shirt n shorts until now.. so went down to cwp ytd to look for some maternity dress.. but i cant find any tat i like.. is either it look too cartoon on me.. or i find it too mature.. ending hubby bought 2 sets of clothing for baby kwek instead.. n also bought milk powder for pregnancy woman.. not very nice.. but they say is for e advantage of baby.. so hubby always mix e milk powder wif milo when he make breakfast for me in e mornin.. hav my eyebrow trim at jean yip also.. n i find it super ex.. $16 n they only help to shave instead of plucking... i used to trim free at e counter :(

2009-11-09T15:42:00.000+08:00

yes im pregnant! found tis while tiding up my table.. mr kwek request to keep tis..

naughty little kwek!

e above is e image for his 3D scan.. not very clear.. as tis naughty baby still dun wanna cooperate wif us.. can only c half of his face.. can c his left eye, his left cheek, his nose n half of e mouth.. baby kwek growing very fast nowadays.. he is weighing 1.16kg now.. n he like to show off how much he grow.. cuz his kick getting harder now.. to e extend of sometimes i feel painful.. i always tell him tat nxt time when he come out.. i will kick him down e bed when he slps.. lol.. as for myself.. im weighing 58kg.. nxt visit will b on e 30th of nov.. will b doin e cervix check i guess?? doc will b givin e admission letter to e hospital.. n after tat will hav to go back to e clinic every 2 weeks.. instead of once every mth.. it's getting nearer to my due date and it's time for me to pack my hospital bag..

2009-10-29T13:22:00.001+08:00

There's up n down in life.. nv look down on others.. cuz e rich wont stay rich forever.. n of course.. e poor wont stay poor forever.. worst still.. some pple jus hav a average income.. n pretendin to b very rich..

suddenly think of 2mths ago when we were still preparing for our weddin.. when we break e news of getting married.. first thing tat come to pple mind is whether we hold weddin dinner.. or jus ROM.. pple ask qn like when we holdin our weddin dinner.. wher e dinner held.. n how many tables we hav.. but din turn up in e end.. pple jus ask so tat they hav somethin new to talk abt.. some topic to discuss on.. straight to e pt.. gossiping.. of course hubby n i not very happy regardin tis.. n we promised tat whoever did tis to us.. we will hav e chance to do back to them one day.. nv say things like such thing wont happen on u.. cuz u will nv noe wat happen tmr.. so wat if were to use precaution.. there's still no 100percent guarantee..

well.. although our weddin not plan.. comparing to those planned weddin.. of course ours not as perfect.. but to say a unplan weddin.. im already satisfied wif everything.. n most importantly is not e weddin.. is e kind of husband tat u married to..

2009-10-28T12:20:00.000+08:00

e pillow is from my sis in law

tis is from my mum friend..

melissa bought tis for him..

n tis is from ah how auntie when she went hong kong.. lol..

There's still some mitten tat i bought for him.. n 3 sets of clothing from yoke mun's mother.. thanks alot for e effort.. nxt visit to e gynae nxt mon (2nd of nov).. will b doin 3D scan n hopefully baby cooperate.. so far my visit to e thomson women's clinic..

3/6/09 - can only c a small little dot still without heartbeat

12/6/09 - check on baby heartbeat

( my weight: 46.6kg)

10/7/09 - check on baby neck

( my weight: 46.8kg)

3/8/09 - check on baby hand n leg

(my weight: 47kg)

2/9/09 - went thomson medical centre for detail check up ( e length, e weight, e head circumference etc)

(my weight: 51.5kg)

5/10/09 - check on baby weight (baby weight: 600g)

(my weight: 54.6kg)

2/11/09 - to b updated...

2009-10-26T15:21:00.001+08:00

I left my key at my mum hse ytd.. n therefore today i got no key to go out from his hse.. it was only 9plus n his mum will only reach hm at 12plus.. at tat pt of time.. im already very hungry.. i called my mum to bring my key to his hse.. after tat we went cwp for lunch.. took 911.. n maybe bcuz one of e sch jus dismiss e student.. e bus was full.. even when they c one senior citizen n one pregnant woman.. no one choose to give up their seat.. when we reach cwp.. we hav long john for lunch.. after tat acc my mum to go UOB bank at civil centre.. took 913 back hm.. n again.. no place for us to seat.. tis time round even worst.. there was a seat in front of me.. n a stupid uncle behind.. push me aside n sit down.. i was super pissed off.. be it 911 or 913.. it's only a short distance bus.. those pple r jus not considerate enough to give up their seat.. all pretend nv c anythin.. lots of uneducated pple out there! I promise myself tat nxt time w/o hubby drive or without our own transport.. i will nv wan to go out again.. b it a short distance or long distance trip.. stupid singaporean..

2009-10-20T12:16:00.000+08:00

it used to b.. 24/12/08

n now.... 19/10/09

funny face :)

manage to take a recent photo of me ytd... bcuz im too lazy to put on make up nowadays.. so it's already quite sometimes ago since i take e last pic of me... e last photo taken is during my weddin.. i look so chubby now.. lol.. anyway.. havent been sleeping well tis 2 nite.. baby kwek has been getting more active recently.. i can always feel his kick in e middle of e nite.. he dun reali like it when i flip one side n slp.. he will kick n kick until i flip myself so tat my back is facing e bed.. when he kick me.. i always hav e thinkin of wanna kick his daddy so tat he can experience e feelin.. but he need to work e nxt day.. so i nv reali kick him la.. jus tat i will complain to him e nxt day when he wake up.. n i always hav e urge to go toilet.. every 2-3 hrs.. even though i dun drink alot of water.. 3 more mths to e arrival of baby kwek.. hopefully throughout tis 3mths.. he dun give me alot of problem..

2009-10-15T13:56:00.000+08:00

Finally...... my new hp!

baby kwek in his 25 wk old.. stomach getting bigger..

went down to hello shop at amk 2days ago.. n i finally change my N73.. all along im waiting for pink handphone to b launch.. but recently, there isnt.. n my N73 already started to behave abnormal.. i used to like F480 a lot.. but din manage to get one.. tis time round we bought onmia2.. maybe bcuz im not used to touch screen phone.. i felt very frustrated while figuring how to use e phone.. lucky mei mei was here to help me ytd although she's having her maths test today.. haha.. she help me with e photos n songs as well as e setting for e phone..

tis funny phone.. when we tried sending sms.. it will send a msg tellin us tat our msg has been send.. n when pple send a sms to us.. it will play e whole full song even if we were to press e view button n reply e msg.. mei mei said tat she will try to help me after her exams.. pple using onmia2..perhaps can teach me to do e setting..

2009-10-11T15:12:00.001+08:00

I have a habit of waking up at 5plus in e mornin recently.. n will begin to feel my baby movement.. I wonder if he wake me up or I wake him up.. cuz of this stupid papa.. always set his alarm at 530am in e mornin.. before he go out for work.. he will first tell me tat he goin off to work.. n nxt.. disturb my baby from his slp.. keep talkin near my stomach n say "papa goin to work.. baby gd boy huh.. nxt time come out papa sayang u.." n nxt will give a kiss on my stomach.. so my baby already has e habit of waking up at tis time to entertain his papa liao.. lol.. as usual, ytd before he go off for work.. he talk to baby kwek again.. n place his ear on my stomach.. but tis time round.. baby did a small kick on his ear.. he thot he feel e wrong thing.. n ask me if baby kick.. I said ya.. he was very happy.. n keep laughing.. sayin baby sayang papa huh.. but from wat I feel.. baby is tellin him.. papa.. stop disturbing me from my slp la.. kick u for u to go work.. haha..

anyway went for e last check up.. baby is already 24 wks.. which is 6mths le.. currently i weight 54.6kg! e worst thing is.. doc say my baby only weigh 600g.. wher e rest of e weight go to?? both my mother n my mother-in-law say tat baby too small.. ask me to eat more.. but doc say within 6mths 600-800g is normal.. it seems like e weight go to me rather than my baby..

oh ya.. until now.. doc havent help to do e 3D scan.. cuz when he wanted to.. my baby dun wanna cooperate.. jus like when he go hosital for detail scanning.. he curl himself up to prevent pple from checking on him.. hopefully nxt visit he will guai guai let us c him..

2009-09-26T12:49:00.000+08:00

so fast, my baby already near to 6mths in my stomach.. alot of people say tat my stomach dun look like goin 6mths.. ytd my mother-in-law said tat it seems like baby not growing.. is it bcuz i nv feed him.. i feed my baby wif biscuits n chocolate everyday ok.. lol.. my weight was around 45kg in e past.. during my last visit for my baby check up.. my weight went up to 51kg.. n i understand tat i will continue to put on weight.. nxt visit will b on e 5th of oct.. tis time round, i think doc will help baby do a 3D scan.. wher u can c e eyes, e nose, e mouth etc.. but i dun think we r able to tell who e baby look like.. if my baby has papa eyes, papa ears, mummy nose n mummy mouth, my baby will b a handsome boy.. haha.. wher got so perfect one.. it seems like im lookin forward to c how my baby look like.. n i always imagine how i goin to dote my baby n how am i goin to beat his backside when he is naughty.. although thinkin of my baby arrival make me feel excited.. but thinkin of e labour pain make me feel so afraid.. haiz.. no matter how.. no possible for me to keep him in my stomach forever leh..

2009-09-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

so so so boring.. im repeating e same old thing everyday.. hubby got to wake up at 530am for work.. as for me.. i'll continue to slp until 9plus.. brush my teeth n take bus to my mum hse.. hubby work till very late tis few days.. i always stay till 7plus or 8pm den he will come n fetch me back to his hse.. after dinner is around 9plus n he's too tired for anythin.. after he bath he will auto approach to his bed.. so.. he got lesser n lesser time for me.. last time before i slp.. he will pour one cup of warm water for me to drink.. but now.. he's more interested in his bed than anythin else.. lol.. hubby got no PH, no wkend.. same for my 2 gd friends, yoke mun, yim peng.. it's so hard for me to even meet them for breakfast.. i always hav to call my mum to accompany instead.. i understand tat he's trying very hard to fullfill e promise he made ( to get a hse in 3yrs).. so as a gd wife.. i helped to vacumm e floor before i come out tis morning.. tat's e best i can give him.. haha..

2009-09-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

after 4mths of doing nth at hm.. i finally went back polo to work last fri.. polo having promotion for 1 wk at metro woodlands.. since it's near my hse, i decided to help up for a few days.. work on fri, sun n mon.. 8hrs of standing.. my leg so painful after work.. sales not as gd as last time.. so im like standing there to past time n get my basic pay.. 3 days of work.. i had 2 days of ajisen for my lunch.. therefore..i dun earn much.. actually only intend to help up for tis promotion..but my counter manager called n tell me tat she will give me more schedule towards e end of e mth.. she will b putting me at bugis(BHG) as there's chair for me to sit down :) i wonder how e rich man lives.. wher money is not a concern to them.. lol.. but i think.. it's more meaningful when both of u all work together to build a hse on ur own.. to hav e things tat u wan.. at least after u get everythin u wan.. u will learn to cherish.. rather than everythin is given to u without u putting effort..

2009-09-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

appt at thomson medical at 330pm today for detail checkup.. after tat we hav to take e report back to e clinic at 530pm.. so tiring today..spend a lot of time in e hospital..we only manage to leave e clinic at 445pm..doc say my baby is so cheecky..my baby curl himself while sleepin in my stomach which is usually how i slp at nite :).. is already e 5mth in my stomach..n im beginning to feel his movement tis few days..anyway..it's a baby boy! thot of uploading my photo on e weddin day itself.. but 600 over photos..which i dun noe which one to upload..

2009-08-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

hubby went to fico for soccer game..thinking of acc my mum more, i stay at my own hse to wait for him to fetch me after his game..however, my mum went to slp n im left alone in e livin room doing nth :( i can slp for a while but im afraid im not able to wake up when hubby reach wdl.. i did some reflection when im alone..

i guess i finally realise how much my mum dote on me.. in e past, she did everything for me..things like washin my clothes n prepare food for me..for all my meals, everything is already prepare on e table for me..i only hav to sit down n move my hand to put e food into my mouth..after my meal i can jus walk off n wait for my dish to b wash..n i dun hav to do any hsework at all..( im so pamper in e past)..however, i took everything for granted..i thot is her duty to do everythin for me..

now tat i move over to hubby hse..i got to do everythin myself..wash my own clothing n dish..i take it as part of growing process..is e first stage tat i start e family of my own..now tat im livin wif his parents..at least i only hav to take care of my own thing, our own room..one day when we hav a hse on our own..i still got to learn to do everything..

e good thing now is..hubby is understandin..knowing tat i cant adapt so fast, he help in everythin he can..things like cleaning up our room..vacum e floor..change e bedsheet..n most imptly..he try his best to give me wat my mum is providin me..he prepare food for me early in e mornin before he goes to sch..n even if im hungry middle of e nite..he will wake up wif no complain..to prepare bread n milo for me..

sometimes i jus cant control myself from throwing temper at him..which i dun noe e reason for being so frustrated also..he knows tat im being unreasonable..but he nv fail to give in to me..to wipe my tears when i cried.. wat he has given me..is far more than wat i gave him..perhaps..i expect too much in my life..i hope everythin to b perfect..

frankly speakin..how perfect can i b??

2009-08-17T16:36:00.001+08:00

long time since i last updated my blog... erm..let's update on my weddin day itself..

8/8/09
woke up at 3am in e mornin and wait for my make up artist. bath n had a piece of cake for my breakfast. called my sisters n told them tat i make a mistake. i thot my make up artist was suppose to come at 430am. lucky she called n inform tat she's on e way over. my sisters reach while my make up artist was putting on my make up for me. i was in e room doing my make up n my sisters was in e kitchen busy preparing e 'gd stuff' for e guys. lol. after my make up, one of my sister help me to put on my weddin gown..n guess wat..i cant put on my weddin gown! tat time was already 530am and hubby was already prepaing to come fetch me.. all of us got very nervous as we need to reach his hse at 7am.. called e make up artist but she said tat she dun hav e time to come back..she ask we all to try again and ask me to breathe in hard.. wif e help of my sisters, i can finally put on my gown!

hubby reach at 6am..i was in e room waiting for him to break e door..i heard alot of laugher outside but i cannot go out to c wat happen. wif e help of my mum..she keep comin into e room to tell me wat's happening outside..lol.. it was already 645am when we leave our place..sort of in a rush..we planned to hav 3 cars followin us behind..but bcuz of e time, e bride car got to drive faster so tat we can reach his hse at 7am. in e end, we manage to reach his hse at 7am..can u imagine how fast e driver drives?? had e tea ceremony at his place n halfway through, i feel so uncomfortable..e gown is so tight!! i told my in laws n lucky they r understanding enough to ask me to take off my gown n hide in e room immediately after e tea ceremony n bcuz of tis, i missed taking e outdoor photos :( e guest r suppose to come to our room to take a look but it end up me hiding inside wif my sleeping suit..

changed to my tea dress n went back my own place at 2pm.. tis time round i think e photographer managed to take e bros car followin behind us at e expressway ( i noe we r not suppose to) nth much to update over at my place..

went to yihun safra.. we only managed to reach there at 7pm when some of e guest already reached.e solemnizer was also late..we invite her to come over at 8pm but she was late by 15mins.. our first march in only started at 830pm.. after solemnize n taking of photos, e first dish was only served at 9pm. we only managed to eat e first 2 dishes n were bz taking photos wif e guest for e whole nite..

after everything n settling of payment, i was reali very tired.. hubby gd friend ask him to drink n he din control himself..went back hm, i went to bath..when i come out from e bath room, hubby vomitted on e floor n e bed itself.. i cried when i saw tis.. i used to b a princess at hm..not havin to touch e hsework, however at tat pt of time, i got to help to change e bedsheet n mop e floor.. thanks to his gd friend!! however, his sister help me to change e bedsheet and his mum help to wash.. lucky they r here to help me out..

-end-

time flies..i was still feeling troubled few mths ago over tis marriage..today..it's already 1 wk after my marriage..thing isnt as bad as wat i thot earlier on.. his mum still allow me to come hm to c my mum..in fact, i come hm everyday starting from e day of my marriage..i can say tat hubby help me alot in terms of things i dun usually do at hm (hsework!) lol..im lucky enough to hav my mum n hubby to dote on me.. they both play a very impt role in my life..

2009-08-05T10:14:00.002+08:00

Went down to ROM to take our cert ytd. since we r already at city hall, we called e bridal shop to c if our photos r ready for collection. and after so long, our photos r finally ready for collection. lucky we called n ask. if not we hav to waste another trip down again. overall im quite satified wif e photos.

2009-07-30T11:23:00.000+08:00

suddenly miss e kind of life in sch. study and work at e same time. used to feel my life so miserable in e past. having to work for my own expense where pple actually work for leisure. few mths more n im a dip holder. looking forward to e day when i can take my dip cert n leave tat stupid workplace and look for a better full time job. we nv noe wat will happen tmr. found out tat i was pregnant n i guess i lost everything. i cant go to sch and i hav not been workin for 2mths i guess? i gonna leave my mum at hm and e kind of life i hav living in now will b totally changed. as compared to the past, i think my life is more miserable now. i dun noe if im still able to study nxt yr. perhaps e financially stress given to me will force me to drop my studies and go out to work. no doubts e unhappiness hav in me, nth can change tis fact. life still hav to go on. e only thing tat i hope for is few yrs down e road, my life can change for e better.

2009-07-19T12:46:00.000+08:00

Went down to e CC at upper thomson ytd. after tat went down to prata hse to have our supper. until ytd den I realise, prata hse no longer 24 hrs everyday. it close at 1am on wkday and 24hrs is only on wkend. reach hm at 330am ytd. so tiring. I used to b most awake during midnite in e past. now when it reach 12am, I already feel so tired. I enjoy alot ytd. long time since my last nite life. will b goin down to town to give my invitation card as well as to c my colleague.

2009-07-14T01:02:00.000+08:00

Feeling tired..but still cannot get to slp. had a big quarrel today. I guess e happiest time is still e time when we jus got together. everythin was jus so sweet.

24/12/08 (xmas eve). He request to exchange present before hand. I remember, tat was a last min present. I bought polo fragrance (polo black) for him. since I'm workin at polo at tat pt of time, it was for him to remember me. lol. on tat very day, I went down to orchard jus to collect e perfume. after tat we meet at wdl to go melissa hse. went to wdl mac to hav a drink. he bought a necklack(sk2) for me. intending to help me wear at mac. I rejected him. telling him tat he can help me wear at other places. but when we went out of causeway pt, he insist on helping me to wear at e toast box there. e kind of feelin is like..heart beating fast, as tis is e first time he come near me. after 9mths of being friend without body contact. lol. walkin down e interchange, he held on to my hand. first time hold my hand, his hand was so warm. thinkin of how I'm gonna draw my attention off from our hand. he asked me if I'm gonna b his gf when I let him hold on to my hand. n i let go. cuz I dun noe wat is e nxt thing tat i should say. after we reach melissa hse, he intro to his friend tat I'm his gf. e way he treat me was like so sweet..take e food for me n all. even his friend think tat he is unusual on tat day.

everything changed ever since baby kwek exist. hubby no longer dote me like how he did in e past :( n I think 'friend' r giving lots of comment regarding tis. how i wish..e world only live wif me n him, when there's no third parties giving comment n things only hav to settle between us. well, tat's only my fairy tale thinkin. I jus hope one fine day when we can talk to each other regardin e unhappiness we hav instead of listening to both side of friends. perhaps is e stress tat both of us r facing, we no longer behave so sweet like wat we did in e past. can e god come down to teach me wat to do????

however, when I think of e last scan of baby kwek, at least there's somethin for me to look forward too. maybe my baby will dote me more than daddy?

2009-07-13T12:07:00.000+08:00

Hubby went down to IMM to collect our wedding ring ytd. recently I'm jus too lazy to go out. e ring comes together wif e pillow for our wedding. however, I feel tat e pillow is too big n not tat nice. both of us keep our own ring, which was told by da sao. to me, it's a bit weird when I think tat wedding ring should b kept together. e above image uploaded is my own wedding ring. pic not tat clear. haha.

2009-07-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

Went for my third check up today. accompany by hubby and my mum today as my mum wanna c how my baby develop. she feed my baby and touch my baby everyday. lol. did a blood test and it was quite painful. while doin e blood test, mummy n hubby check e price of delivery wif e doc. e thing is, doc can take my blood n talk to them at e same time. he should hav put his concentration on my blood n talk later :) did a scan on my baby too. baby kwek grow up! we can c e head together wif e hand n leg. while doin e scan, baby move a bit for grandma to c. baby noe tat grandma dote him alot. therefore he perform for grandma to c. hubby and my mum was so happy to c baby moving.

2009-07-05T10:53:00.000+08:00

Have been feeling troubled ever since I noe e presence of baby kwek. Afterall, both of us r still studying and finanically we r not stable. There's alot alot of things to consider in a marriage like how well am i going to communicate wif his family n all. I noe tat people have been giving alot of comment regarding tis matter. Some people would think tat as long as both of us r willing to work hard for e baby, nth matter. But thing doesn't happen on them. I guess they cannot fully understand on how i feel. Things r easier to say than to do. Sometimes i'm jus sick of people using tis issue to use as a topic to discuss on. whether i choose to get married or not doesnt bother these people at all.

2009-06-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

went to IMM to choose our wedding ring ytd. I choose e one wif a diamond on top :) da jie already bought me a padent wif 6 diamond on it. san ge ask me y I need so many diamond and i told him was to 'bi xie'. lol. will b goin down to tanjong pagar to choose my wedding photo later on. took so many photos tat day but we can only choose 36 pose. else e rest will hav to pay $90 per photo. not worth it. haha. should I say tat im leading a gd life now?? eat n slp, wif no income comin in :)

2009-06-21T10:55:00.000+08:00

Went to take our wedding photo on Friday(19/6/09) which is on my bdae :( spend the whole day there. Reach there about 930 and all e way we took pic till 6plus. Tired after the photo shooting. e photographer keep telling me e same thing again n again, which is to smile. Din have e energy to celebrate my 21th bdae after tat. However e shop itself surprise me wif a bdae cake. Guess wat, my wedding photo hav my bdae cake in it. haha. Manage to took some of e pic using my own hp camera. Of course my own camera isnt as good as e camera tat e photographer is using. Will upload e photo once it come to my hand.